And the fall calls,
a reminder of the rain that covered the sky.
I'm fading far away from myself,
no idea what I want to go on.
My life is a little stream,
neither way it flows with a gentle current.
Let me find myself,
let my world return once more.
Maybe the pain of losing oneself is too heavy,
each time I try to recall the past,
it feels like falling from the sky. "
The sky falls and falls,
its silence a comforting weight beneath me.
Maybe it's not all about losing oneself,
just putting down the losses.
Each memory is written in my blood,
so when I lose sight of my future,
it's just a story that won't tell me much.
A thousand miles away from home,
the world stops to think about the past.
And if I can't hold on to myself now,
it'll never be mine for ever.
'Let you go through your motions,'
a song in my ear swaying with each rhyme.
'I'll come back when the time comes,'
when I've seen enough of what's left behind.'
Maybe it's just me, a small stone in the middle of an ocean.
'It will never belong to anyone,'
'only you, that moment. '
The shore sways each time my hands move,
the wave crash against the rocks,
a sound too deep for words to capture.
A storm has come, it's come far away.
It's just a memory, a loss I can't bear to lose again.
Let me let go of everything that feels heavy in my chest,
let me let go of the weight that makes me weak,
soulbound now and forever after.
'I will never know you,'
'only you, a man, not a woman.'
Snow falls on my lawn, it's still cold, but I've learned to ignore it.
There are still some words in the air that I won't forget,
silently, they'll be gone long before they fade.
'Let you go through your motions,'
a song from a time past,
'I will come back when the time comes,
when I've seen enough of what's left behind.'
